The Trigger Happy Trinx

I am feeling good now.
I think I have FINALLY, let go.
Ok ,maybe I should elaborate what I’m letting go. I have managed to let go of the idea and notion of wishing things would happen. Of maybe he is intrested in me but is confused.
Of telling myself, I won’t let myself be strung along.
Of not [...]

Don’t give up girl. Don’t crumble again now. DON’t YOU DARE.
REMEMBER: He’s Just Not into YOU!… REMEMBER!
 
why isit so goddamn hard… I need a magic wand. To magically swish everything away..

Bingit siakkk… dah tentu its my freaking lunch time! Aku punya pasal la nak dngar lagu pakai headphone ke, ape ke!
 
Yang dia habis lunch siang, balik office bikin kerja, dia punya pasal la!
 
But don’t treat me like I am not entitled to an hr of solace doin’ whatever the hell I want, coz’ like i’ve [...]

I have a new song to love! … Or maybe even be psycho about, if you put it in a negative way u freaks..
Just like all malay or indo songs, this one was chanced upon..yet again.
Its not as sad & tragic as the previous one I’ve posted about. But its just as sappy [...]

I just seriously think this,is weiiirrrrrrdddd.. Like WTH?!
 
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20081114/ttc-lifestyle-britain-family-divorce-int-0de2eff.html
 
 
Live in the real world people!! REAL WORLD!… Dumb asses..

I went thru a day without contact.
 
How did I do it? Blocked him. (yes Loos, I finally plucked enough resolution to block him…..for a few hours at least before I decided to unblock & log out) :/
 
 
But its progress rite!.. Yay Me!…. rite?
 
 
Now lets hope I wont turn whimpy again and start turning into jello… [...]

What do you do when your stomach is hungry and is sorta crying for food, but your mouth somehow refuses to let any in?
In other words, you’re hungry, but, you have no appetite.
So who do you placate, the mouth or the stomach? Which one is easier to follow?
Yea, that’s what I am feeling like nowdays. [...]

My head hurts.
 
Think the tensed shoulders is working its way up to the head.
 
I need to relax…. and a massage.

Maybe the best way is to cut off all contact with Him.
 
Maybe the drastic way, is the only way..
 
But I just don’t have the will power to do so.
 
*Help me Allah.

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