You know? One really shouldn’t complain when set backs get in the way of our daily life. I mean there is ALWAYS someone else with worse situation than us..rite? Yeah! ut seriously, what are we humans to do if we can’t complain and lament about our problems no matter how minute it is. I’m sure even Ms Paris – “Oh look @ me Singing and Prancing on my Music Video but actually i can’t sing to save my life, but i can cut a record coz’ i’m a cheap slut with lots of money” – Hilton have her problems to deal with. I mean there’s the problem of not getting the top hairdresser to fix her extensions or to dye her hair the right shade of peroxide blonde. Then there’s the headaches of getting the right outfit and being the forerunner in Skanky fashion. And oh the Horror and tragedy of making the mistake wearing ANYTHING twice! Oh The Horror the Horror!!…… Gawd.
If you’re thinking i’m gonna start another one of my “I hate my life” “I have another money problem thingey” then you’re rite, I am and there’s nothing you can do about it except to just shut up, sit ur ass down and listen!…… (or u cud just change web add and surf some boring idiot’s entry..)
The last time I was hounded with the problem of PUB bills outstanding, but i manage to speak to them and explain my situation and told them i’ll pay them @ the end of the month on my pay day. Now, there’s the overwhelming problem of the Phone bills. To be more precise, my dad’s hp bills, which is under my name and pymnt. The bill is now outstanding @ $300 +. I’ve not called the Singtel folks coz’ am too scared to do so now, but i thght i’ll just let the line be cut for now (which it alrdy has) and just pay them on my next pay day next mth. How?????
Seriously, i’m perplexed as to how my dad’s bill can be soo much more than mine! $300 leh!!! Wat the hell he do??! Who the heck he called!?? Wat is he yakking about????!!!
What i’m actually really pissed about is that he actually got abit pissy abt the line being cut (understandable) and that he made his comments sound so much like i’m a dissapoinment who doesn’t know how to balance my finances! Yeah sure, i am bad @ juggling my finances and saving up but @ least i know what to prioritise first for the mth’s pay before i start on my spree! Plus i was jobless for close to 2mths before i have this job now, so seriously, shouln’t HE be the one to think carefully!
You know how men have this midlife crisis as they get older and they become rather difficult to live with?? Well, i think that’s what my dad is going thru. I understand how it could be for a men to go thru men menopause and i’ve been taking all his terrible temper tantrums and antics in my stride and just ignoring it, but seriously i think its only a matter of time before i blow my top rite in his face! His temper is reaaaaaally bad now. The smallest thing would set him off. And the one i pity the most is my mom. She is the typical malay wife who won’t talk back to the husband for fear of bein sent to hell. Just the other day, the whole family went out for Buka coz’ my mom came back late fromwork and didn’t have time to cook, so we went to the hawker place just 5mins shy of the Buka time. My mom went to order drinks first, me and my sibs made up our mind already what to eat so i went to the shop to order. When my mom came back wth the drinks, she asked my dad why he never order also, he started ranting abt how we shouldn’t hve decided to Buka outside and how we all terhegeh-hegeh when we decide on what to eat lah and how my mom shoulda ordered the food 1st instead of the drinks…etc…And his voice was getting kinda louder as he ranted like and idiot. I mean, Hello??! I asked him also what he wanted he say Tak Nak. Is it our bloody fault My sibs and me got to eat 1st and not him?! Plus my mom did the rite thing to order drinks 1st coz’ when u break fast the fastest and most important thing is to drinks moron! God i’m so pissed @ him for being so stupidly tempramental and annoying! He was not like this before previously, but eversince start of this year he’s changed. Maybe its the death of my grandma and his eldest sister that has gotten to him real bad or maybe it’s the Men Menopause but seriously, USE YOUR BRAINS MAN! Islam is all abt self control and patience and he has not been showing that for the whole of the fasting month and before that even! I use to like just bumming around @ home but now, i’d rather escape somewhere else just so i won’t hear his voice of angerand complaint. I never thought i’ll ever say this but i actualy hate my dad sometimes these days. If i am feeling like this, then wat about my sibs?? They are @ home more than i do. I’m afraid that judging by how he acts nowadays my sibs would have a verry rough time and i pity them for that. It’s like they have to walk on eggshells @ home for fear of waking up the angry lion!
Bloody hell lah. Hate my life sometimes.. Thank god i still remember the little things that makes me feel better. Like escaping to the neighbourhood library and just enjoying my moment of solitude. Many a times i felt like taking off in the middle of the nite and take a bus to the airport and just have a nice supper there and watch the planes land and take off @ the viewing gallery. I swear if anybody asks that of me (hopefully some hot guy) anytime soon, then i damn i would say yeah. Hmmmmm, maybe i should plan to do that one day with my friend(s). But Babs mother susah lah. Confm she can’t do that for fear of being locked out! And my other frens are all so busy and attached, some are pregnant.. Sighs, guess it’ll just be dream..