So here i am, 4 days into my new prt time job & alrdy i hve went on a day of MC! It not my fault if the flu virus found me attractive!! My Boss?? Well, he’s ok. KInda serious but jokes also so its not thaaaaaaaat bad lah. Went out wth my friend last weekend. Had a great time enjoying ourselves doing things like going fr dinner & just basically yaked & yaked to each other. Hve not don’t that for a looong time. We catched up on stuff in our life & i told her that i loved taking pics of myself wth my cam when i’m bored. Turns out she does the same thing too! I guess its kinda normal for any girl wth a cam to do such a thing when she’s bored & has basically nothing to do. Dunno why but maybe it appeals to the feminine side of vanity. she took a look @ the pics that i still hve stored in my cam & She suggested that i do a shot of myself in Black & white with bare shoulders. It seems she thinks i looked really nice in the black & white pixs that i took & her creative side saw a nice photo oppurtunity for me.. Obviously I was reluctant abt the idea of posing in wth bare shoulders but like always i did it anyways & hey, it turned out quite well! I had a few good shots as you can see later. In fact, i think i shall put up my top 5 best shots wth the best one being the 1st that you’ll see… Hey it’s my blog so i shall do whatever i please.. *Smug Look*

Well okay, so its not 5 but still its my best 3.. heheh Vainpot huh? Well i like & that’s all that matters..
You knoew, sometimes it’s good to have your girlfriends around & actually take up on the weird & downright stoopid ideas that they mite have. You never know what might come out of it. Sadly though, as you grow older your friends tend to go “further” too. They have their own life to lead, jobs to do, boyfriends to go out with, family to start. You know all that whack. Am not jealous of them, just dissapointed i guess that we don’t meet up & hang out together as much as we used to. But then again it depends on their priorities & schedules, both of which no one has any control of but themselves. I used to say that i won’t be like those typical ‘malay minahs’ ho automatically stop their social circles after they are married & that nything & everything they do must ask their husbands. I mean, i undertand about the asking husbands & getting permissions but seriously, do they reaaaaaaly have to stop seeing their friends too??? Friends who basically have been with them even before the husbands appear! Who was with them even before the dan of time!! Gawd…. Worse, some of them sart acting this way even while in courtship! Must drag boyfriend everywhere! Cannot let go! Almost as if they are a pair of siamese twins stuck at the hips or something! Either that or like those purple two-headed monsters you see in Sesame Street!.. I am not gonna be like that. If i ever become one please whack me behind the head to knock some sense into my brain!
I know i sound like some sorta raging single loony, but its just that i was suddenly seized by the fear of growing old alone. It’s never been in my plans to do so. I know love would come knocking when you least expect it & that it appears only when the time is right & all that hoopla, but what if the one that was perfect for you, your soulmate, got away?? Then how??! Chia lat ah! Im one of those who can’t live a loner. I am independent but i’m certainly not a loner. I love to be hugged. I love to be kissed. I love small babies & how they smell & talk. Heck, I love sex! (not that i’ve ever had any practicum on that…)
Like all these questions are not enough, there’s also the issue of what i’ve always wanted to do but never have any time for. What is it??? Well, i’ve always wanted to learn French, pursue my interest in photography, Excercise!..(i know, THE HORROR! THE HORROR!!) I’ve started to read up on photography & I have a french learn-by-yourself kit but it’s always an on again, off again kinda thing. I must strive to complete what i want to do. If my friend can loose weight after sticking on to her regime then i sure as hell can speak French dammit!!
Sighs…